Sunday, May 28, 2006

Suhana yg kurang berjaya memandu

Huhu.. It's official. I'm like the worst driver ever. "Suhana.. Ni highway ni Suhana. Asal kau bawak slow2".. "Ni bukit ni.. tekan aa minyak tu".."Kau nampak tak kete kat sebelah tu"..."Asal kau bawak melilau ni.. Straight Suhana .. straight"..

Damnit. I've been tortured by my brother today and yesterday due to my lack of driving skills. Considering that this is just my brother, I do think I can laugh at it most of the time. My father would be worst. I don't think I can have my dad at my side whining on about my driving skill. That would be too much to bear.

Got my car last Friday, and my sis was the one driving it. I had a bit of a drive to the petrol station, and it wasn't a pretty sight. Well, woman drivers... Can't even park my car next to the gas.

Full tank cost an incredible 80 bucks, and after three days, I've used quarter of the tank. So, do you say it's cost efficient?

Well now Suhana... Up for another test drive tonite...
You bet!

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Satu Hari di Hari Sabtu

I've been very tense lately, and it shows.

I've been going back at 11 from the office, arriving home slightly after midnite. My utter stubborness to work till late un-accompanied somehow didn't do well with my dad. What can I do. I just had too much to do, and so little time. I guess, he was just worried, plus the fact that for him, girls should not have work so hard... Yeah, back in the old days.

Sometimes I am scared. Freaking 23, bf-less, and a workaholic! You couldn't do much worst than that. Ppl would give me that look when I told them I am still single. ('Yeah, rite' they say). I am too consume with work, and I just don't give a damn about other stuff... well, almost.

Anyway, I had my BAKTI programme as usual earlier. What a total coincidence that me, Zal and Devin were boarding the same train to Bangsar. We took the same cab and made a quick 'pit' stop before heading off to the school (Devin HAD to have his breakfast.. So, we end up buying roti bakar, roti canai and teh ais at a mamak stall along the way).

When we arrive, the kids were staring at me.. I had a confuse look. Anyway, one of the girls said, "Kak Sue.. She said that you're pretty".. Hehe.. Ok, umm.. Mmm.. That was an honest remark, since it was from these 11 year old kid la kan. Argh... You guys just cheered me up la. Hehe..

So, the program went on like usual. We break into groups, had our "Earth, Sun, Moon" Exercise... Had major fun.. And I was conducting aerobics. Quite a disaster actually, but hey.. these are just small kids.. so let's just be spontaneous. So, we did. We were dancing to the songs, and they were thrilled. At least, they told me it was way better than Devin's last aerobics. Hehe... Maybe they were just tryin to be nice to the 'akak', but it didn't matter. At least they enjoyed it.

You know what.. I spent the whole day after that at home (oh yeah, DID go on a drive with my brother, buying him a new slack for work, and bought a complete set of Dan Brown's collection). But aside from that, I slept through the whole day! Exhaustion caught up.

Right now, I am just too lazy to start work. Can I do it tomorrow... Too lazyy.....Are you serious.. Suhana lazy... Cam tak percaya aje.

Sunday, May 21, 2006


The X Games crew
Ok.. So me, Fiza, Yahya and Wong went to the X-Games in Pyramid. The driving reason for me to go there was for the fact that I wanted to catch a glimpse of SS. Guess that didn't go so well, cause he was nowhere in sight. It was raining.. more of a reason of telling me something huh.

But, I saw Wawa's crush.. Argh... He's handsome, just a bit too short for me maybe. Hehe.. It was fun la. Ada wall climbing, skateboard, MX..etc. There were also taekwando (yeah, seriously) all the way from Korea. So, there were the usual breaking the brick show, and surprise surprise.. these people can dance. They were actually doing this taekwando-dance thingy, that seems quite cool. But, I just can't look. One minute they were serious, had this look of machoness kicking and punching, but the next, they were smiling their teeth off, with that certain gay'sh look. Hehe..

Before we leave, one great show still. Three fat ass guys in their speedo walking convincingly with their belly juggling up and down. What a sight! I guess some people are just way confident with how they look. OR some ppl are just bloody rich to not care!

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Suhana with a 'P'

Hear yee Hear yee...
Suhana Sidik, that awesome girl from Gombak has graduated from Akademi Pusat Memandu Berhemah (M) KL with flying colours (or shall I say 'driving' colours. Ahaks). Yeah. Pretty pathetic I know.

Oblivious it may seem to the world that this 24 year old gal has just gotten her P license at JPJ yesterday. More of a reason to get her car .. fast!

Congratulations, Suhana.

Top 5 things you may want to know about her driving test.

1. This stupid JPJ examiner was hitting on her during the on the road test.. corny fella.
2. I dont think she passed the hill test, but her charm of seduction was .. well... excellent.
3. The many occurences of engine failured during her parking test. Wohoo.. Luckily they didn't have a set of KPI for that.
4. TWO bloody hours just to get the formal result of her driving test (luckily she didn't have to anxiously wait, since she knows way earlier that she passed. Don't know why the freaking blue card took ages to be producible. Slow government employee.. So typical)
5. She lost her 'L' license, and somehow it mysteriously re-appears at the end of they day. She thinks that maybe that JPJ guy intentionally took it after she refuses to give her phone no to him, and by now, the pic of her may be on the wall of some department in JPJ. Damnit.

Anyway. That's all folks. I'll tell you guys more about her brand new car later on. Wohoo... What would the colour be? Silver of blue greenish? Hmm.. Hopefully by Wednesday, it will all be sorted out.

Again, congratulation Suhana. On behalf of all bloggers, we wish you the best of luck, and we are very proud of you... damn proooooooooud of you. (Eventhough for some ppl you are just way too old to START driving. Hehehe..)

Signing off.. The workaholic koncil at her office on a freaking Sat...

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Flash Back

Flash back. Time for me to reminisce the time, as I was going through my photo collection.

25/3..(Will remember this date always!)
Me and Girls Cruising in Putrajaya...
Great weekend.. It really was!
I need to share this moment, for me to reflect back on the day that made me miserable, and the day when I starts to appreciate life more.

I was so freaking bored in the office that day, and SS still hasn't replied my sms/call. It was the day when I decided that I could not live like this anymore. And then, Wawa called and we girls went out to Putrajaya with her friend, who apparently drove all the way to KL from JB, just to take the Putrajaya cruise (another lame case of media influence, where she had this idea from watching Sembilu.. ahaks).

Anyway, we made it just in time for the last boat cruise.. just our luck, wuhuu.. And it was a lot of fun. Putrajaya was an architecture wonder. Mahathir's dream came true, and as Malaysia, I felt so damn proud cruising capturing the scenic view.

We watched the sun settling down, and it felt absolute romantic.. utterly speechless. At that very instant, I had the time to reflect on life, and how a few hours before, I sent my very last sms to SS wishing him the very best in whatever it is he does in the future. I can never hate him. I can never hate people... period.

Overall, it was superb even down to the dinner we had in this Putrajaya restaurant (can't remember the name though) with Amir and his cuz. Whole experience: Thumbs up. 4.5/5 star. Hehe

Captivating Putrajaya

31/3


Me and Zalia.. Gadis Kampung betul la..
Ok.. So I was back from Guoman. I know I've blogged about this. it's just that, I wanted to post pics of me having fun! Finally, away from the office and work commitment.
First day was arrival day, and after all those boring talks, organiser (Izmir and Zalia) thrown a lavish 'Kampung Nite Dinner', where all participants were required to dress up using the kain batik/kain sarong given during registeration.
I was wearing a green kebaya, that I think suits well with my batik.. with one exception. I was not very confident wearing the batik that I had to wear a blak slack inside, and I forgot to cover its length. So, when I entered the hall (eveyone was freaking there!) making the grand entrance, everyone was laughing looking at my over-length slack. Damn it. Terus hilang ayu. Hehe.. Chill Suhana. But anyway, we had fun.. Even had the olok-olok wedding, jadik pengapit lagi.

Me aka pengapit berjaya.. Me co-emceeing was great. I did stutter at times. Well, how do I compare myself to Imran... not. And one big sensitivity incident happened during one of my famous brain teaser question that totally blown my confidence level .. hmm..

The elites... That got last place.
We also had our very own version of Explorace! I was grouped with the elites, but, that however, does not guarantee us the win, you see! We actually got freaking last place. Wow.. And to think that all the fit and young ones were in our group. Better luck next time heh.

Anyway, it was tonnes of fun. We had Dato' Dr Fadzillah Kamsah as our motivational speaker and he was great too. We had awards presentation at the end. To sum it up.. excellent work Suhana! (I now know that they would always list me up as volunteer for any future events, since I am undeniably so good at this)

8/4


Joe, Raja, me and Ahmad at Ash's wedding.. So, Ash finally got married. Wow, everyone is either engaged or got married. No surprise there, with all these invi that I am getting. Saw Dollah (who had just got engaged), and Ewad with his 'girl', Jo (who looks more umm now), even Raja who is now working in Sudan (I'll see you there man), and Fairuz, and Rafi, and Faizal and Basit..The list goes on and on and on. Wo.. Really was the time of reunion.

Ash had a video presentation (made by Katik), the story of how he falls for Zaza and all. The wedding was kinda cool, a first for me in a lot of aspect. Made me think a lot about my own.

My wedding.. Theme: white, Venue: Golf course.. someplace green, Time: TBA, Groom: Why? interested?

Oh, I just got invi from Salihin and Sarip Dol for June. Heard that Emilda is getting married also. Wuhuuu.. Jolly!

25/4


En Jo taking the stage... Well, another one of my volunteering event.. The E&P Communication Session. There's not much to tell about this actually (All the boring stuff on Oil & Gas that I don't think would get people interested. Kills their joy really). Anyway, I really wanted to post this pic of En Jo singing. Hehe. Kinda cool when you see your VP, CEO, SGM and all the top ones singing.
2/5
En Jo came up to me, "Take 5 Sue". Ingatkan nak suruh buat kerja. Suddenly, he was showing me a pic of his class when he 12. He said, "Cari which one is me". My first guess was wrong. And then, the pic became clearer. "Eh, this one la". Hehe.
The next day, he came up to me again, and showed me his social security and driver license when he was back in US. Woo.. Cool betul la MD aku ni. Rambut panjang and all.
Who would have guessed, mamat rock ni sekarang dah jadik orang penting kat company ni. Damnit. Aku plak macam skema semacam aje. Ni nak kena enjoy life more. Tapi, the pattern is like that aa in this company. Usually, all your top management ni is the people yang cam mamat2 rock etc. Yang dulu masuk band.

Resolution: I think I need to start my own band. Band ketuk periuk boleh aa.. Ahaks

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Ok now.. End of flash back.
Penat dah menulis. Again, it's Saturday and I had to come to clear up some work for a meeting this Monday. Malas aa nak buat kerja lain. Need to rest. Hehe..

Signing of.. koncil.

Monday, May 08, 2006

That Day.. That Time... SS Ignore SS

So, yeah.
I went to the climbing competition, trying to look hot and sexy (in which I am J ), and trying to catch the attention of SS. Pretty pathetic I know. But, what can I do. I still can’t get over that special someone even though I knew that I was played. Damnit. How I wish SS would come clean and explain what went wrong, or that if he really was just playing with my heart.

So, Dyanna said she saw him glaring at me couple of times.. definitely! But it was kinda sad really that we didn’t utter a single word when we sat there on the bench, trying to ignore the existence of each other. http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j132/suhanasidik/CIMG1731.jpg

And when I approach Amy (they were walking together at that time) to bid goodbye, he purposely walk the other path to avoid me. Dyanna said that he had that guilty look on this face. Wong also came up with the same conclusion. I hope he really felt that, so then I know that I was never at fault.

But afterwards, while talking to Amy, I found out that everyone said that I look skinnier. Damnit. I came with the purpose of boldly showing him that I am happy, and can live perfectly well without him. But when I heard that he asked Amy the same thing, “Amy, Kenapa kawan kau tu nampak kurus?”, I was devastated. Am I really? But anyway, Amy came up with the best remark by far, “Sebab dia sedih aa.. Kau buat dia macam tu”. Silence… It got to him!

I knew that I was supposed to meet him in another week or so, making my grand entry to the public. But, I couldn’t resist when I knew that he was climbing. Girl.. Get over him! He played you, remember.

So, yeah again. Life is great. I notice one thing though. I need to keep my mouth shut. I like to talk a lot nowadays, and people tend to get bored with me easily. I need a major change. No more Suhana kepoci after this.. Hehe.. Possible?

Saturday, May 06, 2006

I'm freaking tired..yeah! But I really need to finish this one up. Don't think I can create a miracle on this one.

I've got this presentation slide to be up in the printing by 8.30 am Monday. Damnit. Still lots more to go. Well, I haven't been working hard enought this week.. that's y. Last week, I spend hours and hours in the office, that I only see my mom and dad like 3 minutes (which is before I go to the toilet, and when I just about to leave). Hmm.. Not an exemplary of a good kid.
This week, I tried to be more flexible, since my board presentation is postponed for another month, and my CMC is not in another 3 weeks. But, there were lots and lots of meetings (which I kinda enjoy), and there was no time for real work to be done.
Plus... I had to go for my driving classes. I've got to finish this one up, so that I can confidently take my test on the 16th (Please.. please.. let me pass).
And, having to settle my car loan.. Damnit. Everything is happening this week.

Yeah.. But chill Suhana...