Sunday, July 30, 2006

Nasihat untuk Teman

She got flare. She got wit. People turn their head when she walks. But why.. why indeed that this particular guy seems to not notice her. It confuses her. More of a reason why she is so into this guy.

It irritates her knowing that this guy is giving her mixed signal. One moment she is very convinced that she’s not ‘clapping with only one hand’.. ewah.. the next, he manage to convert whatever feeling there is to intense coldness. Born stupidity!

Off he went to ‘over-the-sea’ to check out other chix. And she goes on missing him. His last sms seems to cheer her up. ‘I might miss you, but sure it’s not mutual :-(‘ What was she suppose to think. Him leaving her hanging like that.

For some reason, she knows that they are not meant to be. Plenty of obstacles, plenty of reasons to hate him. But, what can you do when your heart long for that special someone, when you suddenly felt nervous around him, when you heart bit a ‘lil faster whenever he drew close, and when you try so hard to dress to impress. She, who you knows to be quite oblivious to others, would now spend the extra 10 minutes that she obviously don’t have to pose in front of the mirror. Bet he never even notice. And he might not even know that she’s a heart-breaker. And now, it’s her turn to get all jump up for another.

She told her friend that she’s going to forget this guy. But, she lied. He is still in her mind. :-( Why oh why….Is it because she’s lonely and needed the attention? But wait, he never did give that extra attention. He cares.. But, was it enough? Sigh.

I guess she’ll have to wait till tomorrow when he’s back (Or is he not?). She’s expecting any sign to indicates that she’s back on the game. But, he hasn’t sms her yet. Did he forget about her? .. And she really thought that he meant it when he said that he’ll misses her.

She hates him for making her feel like this. She hates herself more for being a helpless sucker and a loser. It’s karma. What you did to others… is coming back at you.

What can she do. As a friend, I can always advice her accordingly. But, I can’t help her much you see. It’s a matter of love, and only she can decide what’s best for her. Good luck dear!

Nak Promote Cite

My sister has been nagging and asking me to promo her latest 2 flicks on tv, so here it goes..

GUYS... Lock this in your calender and make sure your decoder is automatically set to this channel at this specific time ait...
1. ----> MONDAY 9 pm TV 2 - Rafflesia 2
2. ----> TUESDAY 9 pm TV 3 - Dua Hati

Well, life as the sister of a TV producer is not at all that glamorous. There were times when I followed her to shootings, mixing around making not-so-funny jokes with celeb, but it was not all that 'FUN'. You see different kind of characters these orang seni has. They are oh-so-nice to me just because my sister freaking produce the shows, but there definitely is some tension off screen. But, enough said.

It was interesting really to see the feedback that I got from friends on the previous show, 'Natasya'. I thought that the show was utter crap. But, people got attracted because the star of the show was the gorgeous Fasha Sandha. Typical male hormone.

For me, their previous soap, 'Raflesia' was a better show. Rita was a good actress, and the script was much better. But I must tell you, I don't really watch Malay shows. Yey, the un-patriotic Suhana. I can't really scale the show to the standard Malaysian has. Remember the ever-famous Sembilu? I thought it was a pure disaster, but I think the actress grab few outstanding performance award. Well, how wrong was I!

So, to those who have watched the show, feel free to drop comments/feedbacks and I'll sure to convey it to my sis the very least. To those who haven't, do .. do watch it and support the Malaysian movie industry ;-p.

Ok, before I end this, lemme post a pic of that someone :-0... Me lor.. yay!

Friday, July 28, 2006

Aku Bosan

Aku bosan.

Haven't been writing for so long, and there's so much to tell. But too lazy to start putting thoughts and experience for the eyes of all. And now contemplating whether I should go to PERMATA to kill off time or go paint someone's room. Hmm.. Tough choices.

Missing IMN still..

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Beta berpendapat bahawasanya beta sedang rancak dilamun rasa gundah percintaan bersama sang perawan yang pada mulanya tidak lagi beta sukai. Namun begitu, kecute-an perawan ini membuatkan hati beta terpaut kembali. Perlukah beta meneruskan kekalutan yang menimpa jiwa dan perasaan?

Hek eleh…

You know what, IMN is so cute. Never thought that he can be THAT cute, but he really is! Now I am having second thought, and now I really really misses him. Can't wait to see him tomorrow.. Cheers.