Today is the day that will change the course of my LIFE

I think I'm in love.

My first declaration of love.

I love u.

Dear blog,
Went to visit veddervader in the hospital today. He had dengue, and was admitted to ICU. Me and Zalina were in the area, and so we thought of paying him a surprise visit (Well, Zalina wanted to meet him in person.. Hehe).
He seemed ok. Hope you get well soon.

Now feeling guilty all of a sudden. Veddervader.. Mr CI… Make up your mind Suhana. We’ll see how it goes. Commitment is a big thing, and I am not sure whether I am ready for that big leap.

SMS is like the coolest thing EVA

My life has been very interesting lately. Why? Well…
1. My L**E Life
I didn’t go for rock climbing on Sunday, so, how dreadful was that? Did nothing over the weekend (except to my cousin’s open house, and to the clinic for my mom’s therapy), and spent most of my time on bed reading Harry Potter or surfing the net, something that I have been doing most lately.
So, I was very looking forward for work on Monday after that long rest. But, work has not been as tight as it was couple of months back. So, I was toggling in between reading my friend’s blog, and trying to finish up my PPA.
Jeng jeng jeng… Suddenly, I felt the table was shaking. Oh.. My phone was set on vibrate mode. Darn it.
Rupa2nya… Mr CI yg sms’ed me. Goes something like this.
“Hai su! How r u? U tau x ni sape? Ok la. Ni *****. Surprise? I couldn’t help myself. I nak mintak ur num but I shy la. Hehe. So I took ur num from the form yg u isi ari tu. Hope u x marah. If u x suka then I’ll delete ur num”
Argh.. I was surprised. It came in the most pleasant way. Hehe..

Well, Wawa kept telling me that this guy actually has a crush on me (vice versa), but I really couldn’t tell. I am really naïve, you see. Don’t have much experience in this kinda thing. Ahaks. It’s a good thing that I didn’t go for that thingy the other day, or else, he wouldn’t have the courage to sms me. Such a lame excuse huh. And Suhana… Grow up. Macam budak2 la.. Crush la etc. Hehe.. Need to occupy my time. Ye la.. People takde life and takde bf memang la macam ni.

So yesterday, I was in a really2 GOOD mood. Been smiling the whole day, and still ARE. We were up on the phone yesterday for quite some time. I haven’t been doing that for quite a while, maybe way back when I was still in First Year Uni… We clicked very well. He’s a very interesting character once you get to know him.
He’ll be going all out for this national competition this coming weekend. Not sure if I can make it though. I’ve got this BAKTI charity program on Saturday which will finish at about 3pm. We’ll see. It’s not like I am much importance for him, so, nape nak terhegeh2 pergi kan. Hehe… We shall just see.

Ok.. rating… Secret aa kan. So far, above average.

2. Announcement
Got my CELCOM thingy cleared out already. Got 80 bucks back, but lost the other 70 bucks. Better than nothing huh. Anyway, got the SIM activated yesterday. I’d buy a new phone later on. Will be sms’g the new number soon.

3. My Vietnam trip
Not sure whether this would happen or not. Haven’t talk to my boss yet. Tomorrow maybe. Harap2 jadik ek. I so want to get out of this place.

Oh.. My happy2 life.

My Interesting Weekend

Oh yes.. Life has been very interesting.
Vinodh… I had to post this picture for your eyes specially. This was taken when we had our farewell party with V last week. We had the pleasure of makan besar with V at the California Pizza Kitchen, and after that, me, V and Fakri (the three best friend.. hehe) went up to V & Fakri’s office to compare the KLCC view. Fun time… Missed you la V. No one can top you…. ever. I heart you, man.

The KLCC geng

Ala V.. Happynye amik pic with me. Ahaks

V, Me & Fakri. Lawa gila view kat tempat kau Fakri!!

Bandaraya KL dari tingkat 66.. Fuh.. macho gila aa

My weekend was all rite I guess, except for these few things:
1. PGL sold out. Argh… How can this be? This is all Yahya’s fault. Geram. Rasa nak gigit telinga dia. How can I go now. Ala…. I so wanted to watch that show. Go sneak in pretending to be among the dancers (Always wanted to do crazy things like that). Haa.. Ruin my weekend betul.
2. Wawa cancelled rock climbing cause she got some studying to do. Ala Wa… Gila rajin. It practically ruin my weekend flirtatious moment. :P. Its ok, we still are going next week, aight.
3. The 150 bucks. Someone from Celcom called me up yesterday. I hope that was not some prank call. They will try to solve the prob for me. Monday is the big day

It’s not really my worst week ever. I guess there’s always equilibrium in life. Last week was hectic, and an absolute thrill. I guess this week is the time for me to chill down and enjoy the free time I have. Huhu..

Anyway, I went out on Thursday with VedderVader. Hey, no string attached. We are still friends you see. He is leaving for India on Friday, and wanted to see me before he leaves the country (And no.. this mysterious guy is not from India.. Pure Malaysian. He’s there on business trip).
Time to ponder… Is everything going well? I am not so sure. The sound of relationship somehow freaks me out. We just got to know each other. I don’t think it has progress to that yet.
And I haven’t been thinking about Mr. G much lately. I guess it was one of those fling you have once in a while, and never do last.

When I went for my orientation, people kept asking me.
“So, where’s your bf working?” “Where is your bf now?” “Bf?”
I would smile, and said I am not yet taken.
And they would simply be annoyed. Keith thought that I was just saying that to score BIG with the boys. Huh? And the rest of the crew would simply stare blank at me, and were stunned. I had one of those chat with Fakri, and he was honest and straightforward. (Tak yah cite kat sini aa.. Malu).
It’s not that I am a very choosy (or maybe I am), or that I don’t like boys (daa), it’s just that I like to fall for the wrong guy. It always turn up that the boys I like are single but not available (or some put it.. It’s complicated). All the good boys are taken huh (ops, no offence).
Well, I am picky for one thing. If I want to end up with somebody, I want to make sure that it is forever. I am so not ready to get married, but in the mean time, trying to ease my way through looking for Mr Right.
But it’s not hard to win my heart. I am not so demanding. There are 2 criteria, and if you can live up to this, you are definitely the one I am looking for.
I don’t fall in love easily. My last relationship lasted for 3 years, and that was my second boyfriend. I have been single for two years, and do get lonely at times. I don’t hang out with boys often, cause maybe I don’t hang out much. So, maybe, choices are limited? Working in KLCC does not help much anyway. All the guys I see at work are either married, or soon-to-be you see, and this does not help much.

That’s why I have my 2006-To-Do-List to keep me company. This is rather abrupt, but anyway…
No 17. Get a boyfriend.

Ok.. Here are some pic from orientation.

Me and Dyanna... I Miss You Girl...Muah...

The bachelorette during O' Week

Dato' Rahim tu.. VP Petronas.. Smart & Sexy aa dia tu.. Hhehe

Geng2 Futsal ni... Huhu.. Go Team Go

The futsal team with the dirt N sweat.. Uhuuu

Last Day.. Me (control Ayu), V(konon macho) and Irfan(tgk rambut la..).. Ala sdey this is not close up, but I really like this pic.

Stupid Malaysian with their stupid Act

Damn it.
Malays are so stupid. Melayu dengan Melayu pun nak tipu jugak. Apa da.. Patut la bangsa tak maju.
And I myself was so stupid. Damn it. Was tricked into giving 150 bucks to this dealer (poser really) from CELCOM to register for postpaid service. Argh.. I can’t think. How can I be so stupid. Kata aje kerja tersohor kat Petronas. Status business planner. Tapi bodohnya memang tak terkata.
I am so gonna get this guy. Damn it. Memang tak halal la. I hope you rote in hell man. Better still, I do hope you get knocked down by a car and suffer the most tragic accident known to human. Or even better, get hit by lightning, mob by some people on the street, strip naked and molested. Argghh… Stupid Suhana and her stupid stupid act.
I will not trust a single soul after this.

My Valentine Dinner

So, it was another Valentine’s Day yesterday.

I went to Pusat Bandar Damansara in the morning to get my passport done, and came to the office at around 11 am. Well, good exemplary of a dedicated worker huh. When we came into the glamorous twin tower, our gaze was nonetheless centered to the chocolates and the bouquets of flowers that people were holding, while in my heart, I was so hoping that when I reach my cubicles, I would be warmed with surprise. Heck, it didn’t happen.

So, there I was occupying my day with lots and lots of work and non-work related stuff (while still hoping for a phone call, or even sms ….which did not happen). I got fed up. Went off at around 7.30pm and decided to spend my time in Kinokuniya. I can’t go back early during Valentine’s Day feeling sorry for myself right. So, I gave VadderVeder an sms .. wishing him Happy V-Day. And guess what.. he asked me out. Guess what he said:
“I know it’s unromantic of me, but can I ask you out on a romantic dinner?”
It was such a turn on. Hehe.. Anyway …

It was pure traffic madness outside, so we decided to dine in this Sudanese restaurant in Level 4, KLCC. The setting was quite romantic with the dim light on, candles on the table, couples, etc.

How do I rate the whole evening?
Well Suhana.. cut him some slack. He is a really good guy, funny, and charming. It was the best Valentine dinner so far (Well, mostly because it was my first)

At least, I got one item knocked down from my 2006 To Do List.
2006 To Do List Item No: 16. Celebrate Valentine’s Day (DONE)

VDay D' Day?

Forgive me for being ignorant. Forgive me if what I say here will offend others. We might not share the thought, but I wish to voice my opinion out loud anyway. This may irritate you, and if you do, drop a comment and just disagree. Speak up and make me UNDERSTAND you.

Valentine day is celebrated for… (clueless??). Well, this is what my friend forwarded to myself earlier.
1. Valentino adalah orang terpenting ratu Isabella yang berjasa menumpaskan kerajaan Islam Qordhoba, Sepanyul. Ratu Isabella dan seluruh rakyat menganggap dia sebagai kekasih dan 14 Februari itu dirayakan sebagai tanda kemenangan dalam menyembelih umpaskan umat Islam serta memadamkan cahaya Islam di Sepanyul.
2. Sebelum mencapai kejayaannya menumpaskan Islam, Valentino dikatakan mempunyai dua orang kekasih. Kekasih pertamanya beragama Islam dan keduanya beragama Kristian. Memandangkan berlainan agama, maka dia terpaksa melupakan kekasihnya yang Islam dan menumpukan kepada yang beragama Kristian Protestant . Apabila ia berjaya menumpaskan kerajaan Islam di Qordhoba, maka ratu Isabella bertanya kepadanya, apakah bentuk ganjaran yang ingin dikurniakan kepadanya. Lantas Valentino menyatakan keinginannya untuk mengahwini kekasihnya, yang berfahaman Protestant itu. Permintaan itu menimbulkan kemarahan Isabella dan juga rakyat Qordhoba kerana Valentino adalah padri Katholik sedangkan kekasihnya Protestant, tambahan pula beliau saorang paderi dan sememangnya tidak boleh berkahwin. Atas kemurkaan inilah ia dipenjarakan, tetapi sebagai mengenangkan jasa paderi itu tarikh 14 Februari dianggat sebagai hari mengingati kekasih.


Hmm. So, amidst all these, how did he come to be associated with a celebration of love and amore`? After much researching (which mostly tell me the same thing in different version), I have gone deep into the history of St Valentine.

St. Valentine was a temple priest, who was jailed for defiance, about the year A.D. 269, during the reign of Claudius the Goth. Emporer Claudius was having trouble recruiting strong young men for his army and believed that marriage was the culprit. He believed it made the men weak. This St. Valentine was said to have performed many secret marriages of young lovers, despite an edict that marriage was illegal. When Claudius first heard about Valentine he tried to convert him to his paganism. In turn Valentine attempted to convert Claudius to Christianity. When his effort failed the poor fellow was stoned and beheaded! Whoever he was, we know he was an actual person because archaeologists have unearthed a Roman catacomb and an ancient church dedicated to a Saint Valentine. In 496 AD Pope Gelasius marked February 14th as a celebration in honor of his martyrdom.

Well then, which version is true? Did we ‘unintentionally’ twist the story around because we are not comfortable in learning the fact that Valentine’s Day is celebrated in honor of a Christian martyr? Would it make much different if a Muslim was celebrated instead?

I have never celebrated Valentine’s Day before. Not because I don’t think that it was not proper, but because I never had the luxury to do so. But some of my friends were reluctant to commemorate the day because it was not right in Islamic perspective. I am just way too confused.

I don’t think honoring a Christian devoted means that you are less Islamic (If my version is true la). I believe that we have to respect other people regardless of their belief and religion. If that person has done well to humanity, he/she deserve the praise and respect that goes along with that. Take Mother Theresa as a close example.

Hmm … What do you think?

ps. Here I am waiting anxiously for VDay. Celebrating VDay is part of my 2006 To Do List. Damn. One task that I don't think I can ever complete.

Wohoo... By Far The Best

My day was awesome

I woke up at around 7 am to an exciting brand new day. Had to catch the train to Bukit Jalil early since I don’t have a car to commute around. My chauffer brother was still tuck in his bed, and my dad is still at the surau, so I had to take the cab to the train station. These were the times when I so wish that a. I can drive b. I so need a boyfriend. Well, it is taking me forever to learn how to drive. At least I got my L license, so I am just halfway there, aight.
Anyway, met up with my best friend, the gorgeous Salwa Izani at the Bukit Jalil station. There, we were like these two lost hot chicks looking at the map upside down. Err… luckily my collegue, Ismadi spotted us and hitch us a ride.
Then, the excitement began. Hear yee hear yee…I am no sharp shooter (though I did shot a few people down), I ran like a girl, and our team lost 0-4. Ei.. We played fair and square la, not sure about the other team though. But, it was a heavy sack of fun. They say that when the pallet hit you, you’ll be screaming out of pain (Hence the name PAINt ball). I was actually screaming out of joy for taking bullet on my chest.. and leg.. and hand.. and head.. argh that was a real pain. I think the more hit you get, the more fun you are having. I was like GI Jane II running here and there for cover. Man… we were the Vietcong and Nazis War Heroes in the battefield… wah ha.

Leg check. Hand check. Head is intact. I am good for the next escapade.
Ok, next head off to Summit for Rock Climbing session.
Meet up with Fiza and Yahya, and the four of us was off on another adventure.
We arrived at about 3 pm at Summit. I was actually pretty excited to see the cute instructor there upon arrival, and he somehow still recognized me. Huhuu.. and remembered my name. Another huhuu…
Fiza chickened out (a waste la dear), and there she was with Yahya watching us hot chicks do the climbings. I don’t know whether I was just too tired from the previous paint ball session, or I was just too lazy (ah haa.. that is the best explanation there is), but I was more comfortable doing most of the belaying than climbing. Wawa has improved a lot. Even the cute instructor was commenting on her good climbing skills (Did I say mention cute AGAIN.. opsie).
He went up to us holding someone’s baby. That is so sweet and fatherly of him la. And when he **** *** *** ***** (sensored for unsuitable viewership), I was going uuhhh and aahh. Me and Wawa were smiling and exchanging looks. Hmm. Two strike so far. Everything is going well.
Well, I sorta has this bet with Wawa, which has yet to materialize. She’s counting so much on it :). Maybe third strike lucky? If I still have the energy for this la. I know Wawa is really into rock climbing nowadays. Me.. Okla.. I do enjoy it, it’s just that there are still a lot of other things that I need to cross out from my 2006 List of Things to Do.
We took pictures, lots of it in case we don’t come back. Well, there’s another test to complete before I become a certified belayer (so far, I have completed 2 out of 3). Maybe, I would finish that one off, then do the next one on my To Do List.. White Water Rafting sometime in April/June maybe? We’ll see.

We went off at about 7.30 pm, had dinner and came back to Fiza’s at around 9.30 pm. We were so damn tired, that I had to cancel swimming. I so don’t want to get cramp in the pool.

It was a lot of fun… I’ll post some pics up. Later…

Rock Climbing Edition II

Me and Sobhi discussing strategy.. Ahaks

Uh... Ah.. Man can I climb!!

The power team... Me, Fiza, Wawa, Yahya, and ehem.. Sobhi

Paint Ball vs Pain Ball

Paint Ball @Xtion Park, Bukit Jalil with Petronas collegues

My bruise.. ARgh... Sakit..

I so don’t get it. I feel like I have been played again. Damn.. Why does this happen to me a lot?
The scenario goes like this. U like someone, but that someone turns out to be some jerk who was just there to flirt around to feel good about themselves. Then end in the end they would say something like “U’re a nice girl. It’s not u, it’s me”. What a cock of bull.
Or if they are trying to cover it up, they would say something like, “It’s complicated”, and so on so on that there simply no end to that.
I so hate this.
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I do need some spicing up in my life. Yesterday, I had the nerve to play a prank on this newfound friend. I registered for gotcha and almost had him. Well, almost. JJ and Rudy are not really convincing liars u see.

The scenario was something like this.
XX is currently working in Bintulu, Sarawak with a company called XX(Well, u know who u r). He was employed two months ago. He told me that his life in Bintulu needs some spicing up, so he does need this so bad. Hehe..
The prank: He will get a call from a HR exec from Petronas Holding in KLCC that his urine test did not pass the health check. They found trace of drug in his urine. It only came out after further testing was done in Penang lab. They had wrongfully terminated another employee because the urine test was mixed up. They had resolved the case after two months. He would need to attend a hearing in KLCC that afternoon, and another urine test will be taken before that. Bear in mind that Petronas has a zero-tolerance policy towards staff who are using drug.

It was not the best prank every written, but that was the only thing that came into mind at that time. I expected trantrum. But he delivered none. Well, we would just wait and see Monday huh. The drama will be aired then.

Rock Climbing 'Rocks'

My Rock Climbing experience 

Me and my best friend.. We look like teens aight :) Ahaks