Me and few good friends of mine had the normal the normal ‘warong kopi borak’ earlier this evening (after the 3 hours long drive of ours from Kuantan). We talked about the kind of guys that we are dating, those that bore us, and the criteria that we have for our dream partner.
So here it goes…
CRITERIA PERSON 1
Alim
Non-drinker
Tall
Tak poyo
Chinese Look
Men in Uniform
6 pack
Into sports
Responsible
Smart dresser
Ambitious
Understanding, but jealous sket
Thoughtful
Bad boy look
Suka nyanyi
CRITERIA PERSON 2
Tall
Broad shoulder/sedap peluk
Intellectual
Plays tennis
Not working in the same company
Alim sikit2 la
Non-drinker
Compatibility
Can easily to adapt other people
Love making surprises
Older (at least 2/3 years)
Fair
A good cook
Can sing and play the guitar
Suka Jalan2
Romantic
Stronger emotionally
CRITERIA PERSON 3
Intellectual
Caring
Alim
Independent
Non-drinker
Non-smoker
Committed
Good kisser
Responsible
Matured
Understanding
Bad boy look
Romantic
CRITERIA PERSON 4
Cute
Pandai
Muda
Engineer
Rambut lurus/panjang
Mata menggoda macam ***
Hot
Understanding
Pandai Urut
Fully develop
Hard to satisfy
Good cook
Pandai nyanyi
Love s*x
Hard to control, but uncontrollable
Suka makan pisang
CRITERIA PERSON 5
Tinggi
Adventurous
Pandai
Cute
Tua sikit
Experienced
IT background
Rambut panjang
Muka tu penting
Understanding
Pandai urut
Love s*x
So yeah, you can figure out by now that there are at least 5 people in the borak-borak, and consists of both guys and girls. Which one is my criteria? Haha… I might not even be in the list pun.
We have all these criterias, but surprisingly, some of these friends of mine hook up with totally the opposite. So yeah, don’t worry too much. We are not looking for an ideal partner. Haha.
Finding a partner is a tough one, but raising a kid I think would be equally challenging (equally.. think again). I was at the Muzium Tokoh earlier in Kuantan as we wanted to waste our time off before heading back to Kuala Lumpur.
It was very interesting to read and see historian such as Tok Gajah, Mat Kilau, Dato’ Bahaman who has fought off British from Pahang, these strong characters who have now earn the respect and recognition from the society. The new era sees Sudirman earning the same respect as the man who has brought much needed soul to the music industry, and he hails from Temerloh, Pahang.
I have high respect towards them, and the same goes by the other 20 something million people in Malaysia. At some point, you would start thinking whether what you do now would ever live to earn the same courtesy of respect?
Anyway, in the future, how would I later as a parent teach my children to acknowledge this achievement, and teach them to respect others? We read it in the book, and it was even briefly put on our history syllabus. But, have we ever appreciated it?
I wish my parent have taken me to a lot of different museums when I was younger. I would have definitely appreciated history to this kind of exposure.
Museum Negara is under the much needed refurbishment. Interestingly, my best friend Salwa is the engineer in charge of the construction and Interior Design. Had the first preview of what they are currently doing, and my my…. What a great surprise. Was proud of you dear! I think this is what is needed to excite people about going to the Museum.
SO…..
Moral of the story: Bawalah anak pergi ke museum! Nanti Sejarah dapat A1.
Translate: Bring your kids to the museum! They will sure get A1 for History.
Silly.. Merapu.. I know. Hahahahhaha
Monday, August 27, 2007
Friday, August 24, 2007
Perempuan Memang Banyak Kerenah Kan...
SUHANA: I find that this is in someway true.. Some ..1.. 5.. 7.. Haha.. The secret of winning. But just take note, the ones in red is what every pathetic annoying guy would say. But yeah, some are very misguiding indeed, but some are just what every girl seek for.
So for your reading pleasure, here it is
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Twenty-six things a perfect guy would do,and other propaganda disseminated by misguided women.
Someone recently sent me an email titled 26 things a perfect guy would do. I thought "hmm, nobody could possibly send me anything so stupid, it can't possibly be as dumb as it sounds." I stand corrected. The email was just as advertised: a wish list of how women supposedly want men to act, as if men in this country weren't already an episode of Friends away from turning into giant walking vaginas.
I never thought I'd ever read anything that would induce my gag reflex so quickly, and this is after having read the details of an anal prolapse that a friend sent me tonight. Here is the abridged list (because the full list might literally cause you to barf on your keyboard, and frankly, it's not worth reading), followed by my response to each "thing" that a "perfect guy would do:"
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down! When will women realize that they don't live on the set of a romantic comedy? Unless making you smile involves me playing video games while you cook me a steak, you're in for a disappointment. You don't think guys ever feel "down?" The door swings both ways, bitch.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice. What? Why the hell would I want to smell a woman's hair? It smells bad enough with all the sprays and perfume they use. Enough with the conditioners, sprays, and cream already; that shit makes my eyes water. What the hell is conditioner anyway?
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence. Translation: bail you out when you fail at life, but never bring it up during conversations.
4. Give you the remote control during the game. This one is inherently stupid because it implies that all guys like to watch "the game." Since I'd rather be shot in the chest with projectile diarrhea than watch "the game," I'll assume the author meant something worthy of watching, such as Ren & Stimpy, in which case you need to put the bitch down if she touches your remote.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you. LAME. Who has time for this? Sounds like something out of a herpes commercial where some lady is rock climbing or doing something else which symbolizes her independence, then out of nowhere she blurts out "I HAVE HERPES." The music gets all serious and you hear a voice over "...there is no cure," cue inspirational music "but treatment is available." Then it cuts to a shot of the bitch on a beach and a guy runs up behind her and puts his arms around her. Good job dumbass, you're dating a skank with herpes.
6. Play with your hair. Again with the hair? Women never play with the hair on my back, why the double standard?
7. His hands always find yours. This is one of those things women read and say "AWW HOW ROMANTIC." I have news for you: holding hands is stupid. Women don't know the first thing about being romantic. Only lesbians hold hands anyway; allow me to explain. The only time it's acceptable to hold hands with anyone is if you're at a peace vigil. Guys don't go to peace vigils, period. If you do, you have to surrender your balls and get a sex transplant because you're a bitch; in either case, you're a woman, and when two women hold hands it can only lead to one thing as far as I'm concerned.
8. Be cute when he really wants something. Bullshit. When I want something, I yell. If she can't hear me in the kitchen, sometimes I'll threaten beatings if I'm sober.
9. Offer you plenty of massages. For your boobs maybe. I happen to have the uncanny ability to massage breasts. With my mouth.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork. Let's face it: there are few things in this world
more stupid than dancing. Except break dancing, which pirates and lumber jacks would agree is awesome. Other than that, dancing makes me envy cripples.
11. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts. See, this is what pisses me off about women: they expect special treatment at their discretion. They want equal rights, equal pay, and equal treatment for everything EXCEPT when it comes to shit like this, then they want you to "react cutely" instead of, say, putting them in a head lock and making them eat ants and/or spiders while you give them carpet burn. Why don't women react "cutely" when men hit them for a change? Oops, I forgot, that's domestic abuse.
12. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1. Any guy who would drive five hours just to see a chick for one is an asshole. If every guy drove around for five hours just to spend one with their girlfriend, we'd fill up the air with so much pollution that we'd all choke on the exhaust, get cancer, and then bake under the sun while our lungs rupture and we slowly die from internal bleeding.
13. Stare at you. You stupid attention seeking whore, just buy the bitch a mirror, because apparently she thinks that you don't have anything better to do than to sit around and stare at her. If women ran the world, we'd still be searching for the wheel.
14. Call for no reason. Oops, this one belongs on the list of "Twenty-six things women do that piss men off because they need to fill their otherwise vapid lives with something to make them feel like they have a purpose for existing as they eventually realize that they're pissing their youth away on stupid bullshit like fashion trends."
Interesting, right!
So for your reading pleasure, here it is
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Twenty-six things a perfect guy would do,and other propaganda disseminated by misguided women.
Someone recently sent me an email titled 26 things a perfect guy would do. I thought "hmm, nobody could possibly send me anything so stupid, it can't possibly be as dumb as it sounds." I stand corrected. The email was just as advertised: a wish list of how women supposedly want men to act, as if men in this country weren't already an episode of Friends away from turning into giant walking vaginas.
I never thought I'd ever read anything that would induce my gag reflex so quickly, and this is after having read the details of an anal prolapse that a friend sent me tonight. Here is the abridged list (because the full list might literally cause you to barf on your keyboard, and frankly, it's not worth reading), followed by my response to each "thing" that a "perfect guy would do:"
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down! When will women realize that they don't live on the set of a romantic comedy? Unless making you smile involves me playing video games while you cook me a steak, you're in for a disappointment. You don't think guys ever feel "down?" The door swings both ways, bitch.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice. What? Why the hell would I want to smell a woman's hair? It smells bad enough with all the sprays and perfume they use. Enough with the conditioners, sprays, and cream already; that shit makes my eyes water. What the hell is conditioner anyway?
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence. Translation: bail you out when you fail at life, but never bring it up during conversations.
4. Give you the remote control during the game. This one is inherently stupid because it implies that all guys like to watch "the game." Since I'd rather be shot in the chest with projectile diarrhea than watch "the game," I'll assume the author meant something worthy of watching, such as Ren & Stimpy, in which case you need to put the bitch down if she touches your remote.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you. LAME. Who has time for this? Sounds like something out of a herpes commercial where some lady is rock climbing or doing something else which symbolizes her independence, then out of nowhere she blurts out "I HAVE HERPES." The music gets all serious and you hear a voice over "...there is no cure," cue inspirational music "but treatment is available." Then it cuts to a shot of the bitch on a beach and a guy runs up behind her and puts his arms around her. Good job dumbass, you're dating a skank with herpes.
6. Play with your hair. Again with the hair? Women never play with the hair on my back, why the double standard?
7. His hands always find yours. This is one of those things women read and say "AWW HOW ROMANTIC." I have news for you: holding hands is stupid. Women don't know the first thing about being romantic. Only lesbians hold hands anyway; allow me to explain. The only time it's acceptable to hold hands with anyone is if you're at a peace vigil. Guys don't go to peace vigils, period. If you do, you have to surrender your balls and get a sex transplant because you're a bitch; in either case, you're a woman, and when two women hold hands it can only lead to one thing as far as I'm concerned.
8. Be cute when he really wants something. Bullshit. When I want something, I yell. If she can't hear me in the kitchen, sometimes I'll threaten beatings if I'm sober.
9. Offer you plenty of massages. For your boobs maybe. I happen to have the uncanny ability to massage breasts. With my mouth.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork. Let's face it: there are few things in this world
more stupid than dancing. Except break dancing, which pirates and lumber jacks would agree is awesome. Other than that, dancing makes me envy cripples.
11. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts. See, this is what pisses me off about women: they expect special treatment at their discretion. They want equal rights, equal pay, and equal treatment for everything EXCEPT when it comes to shit like this, then they want you to "react cutely" instead of, say, putting them in a head lock and making them eat ants and/or spiders while you give them carpet burn. Why don't women react "cutely" when men hit them for a change? Oops, I forgot, that's domestic abuse.
12. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1. Any guy who would drive five hours just to see a chick for one is an asshole. If every guy drove around for five hours just to spend one with their girlfriend, we'd fill up the air with so much pollution that we'd all choke on the exhaust, get cancer, and then bake under the sun while our lungs rupture and we slowly die from internal bleeding.
13. Stare at you. You stupid attention seeking whore, just buy the bitch a mirror, because apparently she thinks that you don't have anything better to do than to sit around and stare at her. If women ran the world, we'd still be searching for the wheel.
14. Call for no reason. Oops, this one belongs on the list of "Twenty-six things women do that piss men off because they need to fill their otherwise vapid lives with something to make them feel like they have a purpose for existing as they eventually realize that they're pissing their youth away on stupid bullshit like fashion trends."
Interesting, right!
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Aku Ingin .. Sangat Ingin
I am at the point where i forgot my own blog address, and had to click through one of those blog address that you kept in your in your 'Add to You Favourites'. That is a how long i haven't been blogging.
It's a wonder what internet serves, as you can even google your name up and see yours truely appears in someone else's blog. Then you realises that there are anonymous out there who actually read your blog, and interestingly, kept your link in their blog. Suddenly you felt important.
Lately, i haven't felt important to anyone, except for maybe my boss. He needs me to organise his work, thus my trip to Turkmenistan last week. At least, someone appreciates you.
I just haven't got the luck i wanted. I badly wanted it. This is again just some stupid feeling of loneliness creeping through. I want badly.. to be wanted so bad.
It's a wonder what internet serves, as you can even google your name up and see yours truely appears in someone else's blog. Then you realises that there are anonymous out there who actually read your blog, and interestingly, kept your link in their blog. Suddenly you felt important.
Lately, i haven't felt important to anyone, except for maybe my boss. He needs me to organise his work, thus my trip to Turkmenistan last week. At least, someone appreciates you.
I just haven't got the luck i wanted. I badly wanted it. This is again just some stupid feeling of loneliness creeping through. I want badly.. to be wanted so bad.
Monday, July 16, 2007
Bola Sepak 5-0? Merdeka 5-0?
So Tengku Abdullah announced his resignation from FAM effective this morning, which was then followed by Khairy’s. Azalina see this as an opportunity to seek all senior FAMs’ who thinks that new changes should take place to follow suit. Well, these are the kind of sacrifice those people are urged to do.
It is indeed a bold move, but would it really be the solution to Malaysia’s foot ball team? The big 5-1 and 5-0 lost is indeed a tribute to Malaysia big ‘5-0’ years of independent. I guess they were just playing their part of patriotism to the country.
I am indeed proud to be Malaysian, but these people are indeed not. No sports training in London can help them to become better. We surely showed them that we are ‘jaguh kampong’, cause we did play like one.
I should have shown some encouragement, at least try not to be so critical. That is how typical and judgemental I am these days.
Last week, PETRONAS had it’s sports carnival. Two weeks of trying to balance both trying to organize the annual Engagement Session (where I was the Chief de Mission) and actively participating in dragon boat (where I was the drummer/flag holder and my Boss is EXPRO’s Chief de Mission). It was tough. We were badly beaten by all competing teams, where we ended 6th. Luckily EXPRO contingent wasn’t being harsh or critical. We slip 2 places from 4th to 6th, and we only managed to contribute 2 points to the contingent (Congrats to EXPRO who emerged champion!). We tried, but everyone just got way better.
So, what was wrong? Two weeks of intensive training doesn’t pave way to winning. All other teams had better preparation since a year ago, where some even competes at national level. We just didn’t stand a chance. So, what does that tell you? Preparation should start from now, and not just as and when there is a competition. That is what is wrong about Malaysian football team. Too much talk, but lack of preparation. Too much action item, but no action taken. That was what was also wrong about the dragon boat team. We only talked about winning year by year, but a year goes by and two weeks of intensive training before the championship doesn’t help much. All other teams were serious about winning and it shows.
Lesson for the day? Don’t wait for another full investigation is done, reports compiled etc which will take another few wasted months. Take action now! Now! Now!
It is indeed a bold move, but would it really be the solution to Malaysia’s foot ball team? The big 5-1 and 5-0 lost is indeed a tribute to Malaysia big ‘5-0’ years of independent. I guess they were just playing their part of patriotism to the country.
I am indeed proud to be Malaysian, but these people are indeed not. No sports training in London can help them to become better. We surely showed them that we are ‘jaguh kampong’, cause we did play like one.
I should have shown some encouragement, at least try not to be so critical. That is how typical and judgemental I am these days.
Last week, PETRONAS had it’s sports carnival. Two weeks of trying to balance both trying to organize the annual Engagement Session (where I was the Chief de Mission) and actively participating in dragon boat (where I was the drummer/flag holder and my Boss is EXPRO’s Chief de Mission). It was tough. We were badly beaten by all competing teams, where we ended 6th. Luckily EXPRO contingent wasn’t being harsh or critical. We slip 2 places from 4th to 6th, and we only managed to contribute 2 points to the contingent (Congrats to EXPRO who emerged champion!). We tried, but everyone just got way better.
So, what was wrong? Two weeks of intensive training doesn’t pave way to winning. All other teams had better preparation since a year ago, where some even competes at national level. We just didn’t stand a chance. So, what does that tell you? Preparation should start from now, and not just as and when there is a competition. That is what is wrong about Malaysian football team. Too much talk, but lack of preparation. Too much action item, but no action taken. That was what was also wrong about the dragon boat team. We only talked about winning year by year, but a year goes by and two weeks of intensive training before the championship doesn’t help much. All other teams were serious about winning and it shows.
Lesson for the day? Don’t wait for another full investigation is done, reports compiled etc which will take another few wasted months. Take action now! Now! Now!
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Oh.. Kahwin Lagi?
So Pak Lah and Jeanne got married. Me and dd were in Putrajaya, and decided to stalk the wedding. We drove up to Kompleks Seri Perdana, but got nowhere near the action.
Weird thing why everyone chosen yesterday as THE day to tie the knot. I had three invitations, all in Kelana Jaya, Cheras and Kedah respectively. dd got another two in Putrajaya and Tabung Haji. We ended going to the one in Kelana Jaya, Putrajaya and Tabung Haji. Berkenduri dengan jayanya as some might say.
Everyone with their perfect ending. Isn’t life great this way.
So, talking about marriage… I was thinking that maybe 20.08.2008 is a good time to get married. But, yeah, it’s too soon. So I guess 20.10.2010 is a great timing as well. Haha. At least I’ll be 27 then.. matured and ready to get married. No rush… Boo!
Weird thing why everyone chosen yesterday as THE day to tie the knot. I had three invitations, all in Kelana Jaya, Cheras and Kedah respectively. dd got another two in Putrajaya and Tabung Haji. We ended going to the one in Kelana Jaya, Putrajaya and Tabung Haji. Berkenduri dengan jayanya as some might say.
Everyone with their perfect ending. Isn’t life great this way.
So, talking about marriage… I was thinking that maybe 20.08.2008 is a good time to get married. But, yeah, it’s too soon. So I guess 20.10.2010 is a great timing as well. Haha. At least I’ll be 27 then.. matured and ready to get married. No rush… Boo!
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Oleng & Hariz... Congrats guys
So, this very good friend of mine dah kahwin over the weekend. It was such a long journey to Kluang, which i really underestimated. I thought 2.5 hours sampaila. Actually, it's more of a 4 hours drive there.
Dahla Seremban jam gila cause apparently ada trailler yang terbalik. Fuhh.. Luckily i decided to ask Kimi whether bley join diorang drive down to Kluang. Kimi yang cuak kena gossip with me (ehem orang dah ada commitment) decided to ajak Wira to join me in the car.
But it was fun. At least like Wira said, dapat kenal kakak angkat sorang... ops... Hello.. I am not that old ok. Oleng pun kahwin ngan your friend, even with the two years age gap.
Anyway, i had lots of fun. And people keep bugging me with the lame question of "bila your turn?" I cakap.."Pakcik/makcik (in that context) doa2kan la untuk saya", or bila malas gila I will say, "Insya Allah next year".. Muahahahhaha...
So one friend got married! Congrats girl! Muah
Gambar pada malam pernikahan. Oleng memang nampak ayu sangat malam tu.. Bestnya kahwin. Memang berseri2.
Inilah saat2 mendebarkan semasa Oleng ditanya Pak Kadi.. Nak kahwin dengan Hariz tak. Haha.. Camne kalau dia cakap taknak. Takke skandal namanya. Then nak sign tu, mesti terketar gak. Seumur hidup ni. First time tengok sign depan mata.
Ahh.. Comelnya. Memang gambar paling best sekali..
Inilah kami.. Serius bidan terjun.. Tak tau plak malam tu kena jadi pengapit.. so memang tak sedondon. And Oleng & Hariz pakai baju merah kuning lambang kebanggan Selangor. Hahahaha..
Me and Kimi... the pengapit. Apa la Kimi.. tak sedondon langsung.. Hahaha.. Takpe, kira still matching la tu.. Hey, congrats la. Kata nak bertunang bulan 7 nanti. Cis.. Lagi awal dari aku..
Kami2 semua selepas makan dengan kenyangnya... From left Fahrin, Nizman, Faiz, Kimi, Wira, Hilman, Suhana and Hatta (sitting). Oh kali ini me and Kimi sedondon. Tapi tak nak amik sebelah2, takut kena gossip :p
The team and I with the pengantin.. I miss those guys. Hahaha
Me and Oleng just before I left for Kuala Lumpur. Sangat yuppies.
Dahla Seremban jam gila cause apparently ada trailler yang terbalik. Fuhh.. Luckily i decided to ask Kimi whether bley join diorang drive down to Kluang. Kimi yang cuak kena gossip with me (ehem orang dah ada commitment) decided to ajak Wira to join me in the car.
But it was fun. At least like Wira said, dapat kenal kakak angkat sorang... ops... Hello.. I am not that old ok. Oleng pun kahwin ngan your friend, even with the two years age gap.
Anyway, i had lots of fun. And people keep bugging me with the lame question of "bila your turn?" I cakap.."Pakcik/makcik (in that context) doa2kan la untuk saya", or bila malas gila I will say, "Insya Allah next year".. Muahahahhaha...
So one friend got married! Congrats girl! Muah
Gambar pada malam pernikahan. Oleng memang nampak ayu sangat malam tu.. Bestnya kahwin. Memang berseri2.
Inilah saat2 mendebarkan semasa Oleng ditanya Pak Kadi.. Nak kahwin dengan Hariz tak. Haha.. Camne kalau dia cakap taknak. Takke skandal namanya. Then nak sign tu, mesti terketar gak. Seumur hidup ni. First time tengok sign depan mata.Ahh.. Comelnya. Memang gambar paling best sekali..
Inilah kami.. Serius bidan terjun.. Tak tau plak malam tu kena jadi pengapit.. so memang tak sedondon. And Oleng & Hariz pakai baju merah kuning lambang kebanggan Selangor. Hahahaha..
Me and Kimi... the pengapit. Apa la Kimi.. tak sedondon langsung.. Hahaha.. Takpe, kira still matching la tu.. Hey, congrats la. Kata nak bertunang bulan 7 nanti. Cis.. Lagi awal dari aku..
Kami2 semua selepas makan dengan kenyangnya... From left Fahrin, Nizman, Faiz, Kimi, Wira, Hilman, Suhana and Hatta (sitting). Oh kali ini me and Kimi sedondon. Tapi tak nak amik sebelah2, takut kena gossip :p
The team and I with the pengantin.. I miss those guys. Hahaha
Me and Oleng just before I left for Kuala Lumpur. Sangat yuppies. Anyway, the drive to home took about 7 hours. We left at 5pm, and i arrived home at about 11.30 pm. Penat gila. Apparently KL banjir.
This was a good road trip. The guys were funny (we had lots of those cerita cinta yang will stay in the car for good). You guys rock la. Ke I memang dah jadi one of the guys. Coolness ~~
Monday, June 04, 2007
A new beginning?
If he is not meant to be, just let him go. That is exactly what I am doing right now. Trying to let go.
So, I have been quiet. I was pre-occupied with something… or someone. But, I just realized (again) that it is not meant to be. Again, I am forcing myself to let go, and focus my mind elsewhere. Exactly what I did to F. Sigh.
I guess me and love never go the same path. I hate the fact that I am such a loser. I just want, this once to fall for a normal guy. Turns out that it is not all sweet and dandy.
I feel so much a loner. Who would actually take leave from work, to spend time at home, and then scroll through their phone list out of boredom? A loser that is.
I think I need to pick up the same pace that I had back in Melbourne. I was bold. I think it may be for the apparent reason that Wan was there to lift me back whenever I feel down. And I never felt bored with him. I bug him constantly, that’s why. Haha.
I need to make myself busy again. Join Puteri UMNO or whatever. Or start actively blogging again, maybe about current issues. Or join up a club/society and make myself visible. Don’t let guys control me. Hey, I used to be on top of my game.
Early this year, I had 19 things I want to do this year. Let’s go through that list.
1.Date someone famous – Haha. You wish.
2.I’ve already got 1, maybe 2 more to go. What? Well, secret.
3.I didn’t fall in love. But, I did fall for someone
4.Valentine – yeah. Did that. With that special someone? Sorta…
5.Bali – coming2.
6.Mt Kinabalu – Maybe end of this year. Probably..
7.US – money management issue. Tunggu bonus
8.Clear of credit card – 1 credit card cleared. Tapi terguna tadi. Tunggu bonus
9.First investment – unlikely. Sigh
10.Register a business – maybe I should have put a thought on it
11.yada yada yada
12.errk.. tennis competition? Ma-il…. Coach sir… where are you?
13.jogging weekly. Darn… will do!
14.45kg.. I am overweight. Since this is the target, will strive harder
15.I haven’t got any flowers this year. Prince charming tiada. Secret admirer pun tiada. Bosan kan hidupku.
16.learn mandarin – dulu nak impress a guy. Now, tiada lagi. But I am learning Russian. Can we just swap.
17.Part time job – did something early this year. And got paid some more. Hahaha..
18.XD – ala,.. will put that on my calendar
19.change signature cause my signature tak ong. Need to create a new one.
Woo.. I need to plan my life la. Now I realize that there are a long of things that I haven’t done. Tu la… Busy on some other things. Ok Suhana, you’ve got more things in life to discover. Stop thinking about that other thing ok. Be strong. I support YOU!
So, I have been quiet. I was pre-occupied with something… or someone. But, I just realized (again) that it is not meant to be. Again, I am forcing myself to let go, and focus my mind elsewhere. Exactly what I did to F. Sigh.
I guess me and love never go the same path. I hate the fact that I am such a loser. I just want, this once to fall for a normal guy. Turns out that it is not all sweet and dandy.
I feel so much a loner. Who would actually take leave from work, to spend time at home, and then scroll through their phone list out of boredom? A loser that is.
I think I need to pick up the same pace that I had back in Melbourne. I was bold. I think it may be for the apparent reason that Wan was there to lift me back whenever I feel down. And I never felt bored with him. I bug him constantly, that’s why. Haha.
I need to make myself busy again. Join Puteri UMNO or whatever. Or start actively blogging again, maybe about current issues. Or join up a club/society and make myself visible. Don’t let guys control me. Hey, I used to be on top of my game.
Early this year, I had 19 things I want to do this year. Let’s go through that list.
1.Date someone famous – Haha. You wish.
2.I’ve already got 1, maybe 2 more to go. What? Well, secret.
3.I didn’t fall in love. But, I did fall for someone
4.Valentine – yeah. Did that. With that special someone? Sorta…
5.Bali – coming2.
6.Mt Kinabalu – Maybe end of this year. Probably..
7.US – money management issue. Tunggu bonus
8.Clear of credit card – 1 credit card cleared. Tapi terguna tadi. Tunggu bonus
9.First investment – unlikely. Sigh
10.Register a business – maybe I should have put a thought on it
11.yada yada yada
12.errk.. tennis competition? Ma-il…. Coach sir… where are you?
13.jogging weekly. Darn… will do!
14.45kg.. I am overweight. Since this is the target, will strive harder
15.I haven’t got any flowers this year. Prince charming tiada. Secret admirer pun tiada. Bosan kan hidupku.
16.learn mandarin – dulu nak impress a guy. Now, tiada lagi. But I am learning Russian. Can we just swap.
17.Part time job – did something early this year. And got paid some more. Hahaha..
18.XD – ala,.. will put that on my calendar
19.change signature cause my signature tak ong. Need to create a new one.
Woo.. I need to plan my life la. Now I realize that there are a long of things that I haven’t done. Tu la… Busy on some other things. Ok Suhana, you’ve got more things in life to discover. Stop thinking about that other thing ok. Be strong. I support YOU!
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