Selamat Hari Raya.. Maaf Zahir Batin.

I'm bored. :-(

Keluhan Hati aku.. Rindu KAMU... Benci KAMU

This world is full of unfulfill promises.
You might say one thing, and the next thing you know, you are doing exactly what you say you won’t do.
Hypocrites.. It’s a sham that every single being is a pretender in their own way.

I misjudge people, and I do that quite often.
This guy I know whom I thought is a great pal turns out to be such a quack. Today I learnt something new about him, something that I long ago think that he won’t do. He went back on his own word and did ‘it’ anyway. Total failure. Jolly L

At that point of time, I succumb to disappointment. I suddenly missed my best friend who now resides in Minnesota. He would never break his promises. Never would he do things intentionally to hurt me. He understands me deeply that sometimes, I have to secretly admit that he knew me better than I know myself.

A friend whom I can confide with.
A friend whom can read my mind and finish my sentence every time words came crawling out my mouth. Can you believe that.
A friend who would do anything for you.
Where can you find such friend?
A friend whom was someone close to your heart that he stayed through with you even after that hateful breakup.
A friend indeed when a friend is in need.

I guess I missed being pampered.

The consolation part to all this is just that he’s coming home this Raya and I get the chance to spend time with him. It might just be 2 days, but it’s worth the wait.

I miss you BADLY. I hate the world TERRIBLY. Come back soon.

Tidakkah Anda???

Utter loneliness… Quietness… Boredom… What a gloomy life.

Don’t you miss that feeling of missing that special someone?
Don’t you feel that life has not been treating you well?
Don’t you ever think some people are just mean to you?

Don’t think too hard. It’ll just screw up your membrane and left you numb.

Life is just IS.

Cheers,
Anak Pak Sidik.

Suhana Sidik sebagai emcee berjaya. Well Done!

I have survived the endurance test. I have managed to become an emcee for a session with MD. It was tough, but I manage to outlive the day unharm.

It is a day I can be proud of. I might not be the best emcee, they might not call me for a comeback, but at least, I can talk about the experience. I’ve done it! I even threw in 2 of my own question/comment while I was at it. Gila kuasa betul la.

So freaking pissed. Iperintis still haven’t resolved my problem. Dey… I need to check my email la. Dah 3 hari dah ni. Poyo sungguh mereka ini.

Keluhan Hati Orang Yang Sakit Hati

Aku sungguh tension sekali. Komputerku sudah dua hari tidak boleh digunakan. Mengapakah orang Iperintis sungguh lembap, aku pun tidak tahu. Mungkin mereka makan gaji buta semata-mata.

So pissed rite now. You are supposed to cool off during Ramadhan, stop the swearing and berzikir every now and then. I guess Wong would laugh me off and tell me that he's controlling his temper way better than I do… while fasting! Well, stupid Iperintis people haven't come yet to fix my freaking computer. I can't check email, or do proper work just because I don't have the proper tools to operate.

How hard would it be for them to get more lazy bum to work on our computers? Don’t they have KPI to maintain? How long before one person request can be entertain? Why are we paying them again?

Came to think of it, this is P*******! We don’t fire people because it’s atrocious to do so. It’s ok to pay less to the employee because we are semi-government and this is our way of giving back to the country. Come on. This country won’t freaking survive without us. I was at first disappointed when they announce bonus, then I thought, they were pretty smart to give it away during Ramadhan. “Sesungguhnya aku bersyukur dengan apa yang kuterima”, eventhough we have surpass the performance of last year, AND wait, did you say they get more last year? Where is the justice to all this.

Be thankful. I am, don’t get me wrong. But sometimes, it just triggers you. I was an engineer by study, am a planner by profession. What is my future? Most of my engineer friends were thinking of leaving the company after five valuable years of experience and work in Middle East to earn way more than what our company is offering. Should I go back to doing engineering and do the same justice?

How can P******* appreciate the staff? No salary increment or extra bonus in the picture. Na’ah. More benefit? Yeah, that could be it. Other companies are catching up fast. Better promotion? Yeah, no more seniority rules :p

From getting pissed to talking about P*******. See how sick my mind is. I need a holliday badly…..

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