Rambling thoughts of just another girl. Be very sure.. Be very very sure before you proceed
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
THE FINANCIAL CRISIS OF 1997 - 1998
Saturday, September 06, 2008
Sign - Hijau Atau Merah?
Anonymously written.
For your info, we have already stated our case to the management last Thursday. We have engaged the management enquiring them into getting clarifications for the new salary increment. Believe me, it did catch their attention. And on Friday, a group of staff have collectively stated their case to the advocates, hence HR. The two main issue that was brought up are the concern as the salary difference are not equitable throughout the years of difference, and that the salary gap between those with years of experience almost matches the salary of new entrant.
So far, the Carigali HR seems concerned and has been very helpful, and they are trying to seek further clarification from the Task Force. At the end, the group has demanded two things: HR to share the formulation of how the new salary is calculated and the justification on the differences for the salary adjustment. But then, there’s nothing else that can be done at this point in time.
If you choose to run petition, you can expect that it will trigger just the wrong side of the management. And look at this:
STAFF WILL REJECT
- New entrants are still getting the new salary increment regardless. So you can see yourself earning much lower than the new entrants.
- New allowance package will not kick in (your meal, travel, new salary progression, etc)
STAFF WILL ACCEPT
- We have stressed to them that loyalty will remain a concern
In the end, you see that you are in the losing end with only ONE option to choose from.
Don’t just give in to resentment! Perhaps you are angry that you are not getting what you deserve and started to compare against others. But the HR answer was that you are not supposed to make comparison. What you earn is Private & Confidential and you are not allowed to share it with others. In other words – it’s better than nothing, right?
So listen, I know that in the angry mode you’d be telling yourself that the company does not value your years of experience. The thing is, if you are an E1 in the market (a junior engineer in this case), the market does not treasure your experience and hence what they have applied here. So you would see that you are not getting much higher than the new entrants. Yes, the task force must have consisted of some older G that are probably envious to the current state in which we lack of E2, and E1 are mostly the doer nowadays. They don’t value our experience because during their times, you do not seek independence within 2 years of working experience. Well, they should wake up obviously. I doubt that there was any Technical personnel view accounted for when they came up with the salary revision.
But anyway, that’s an old issue. Let’s look ahead and work with what we have. Yes, pride should be accounted for. The company should reward us for our hard work, and differentiate performers with non-performers. But with debts of more than RM300 K, I am in no position to argue. Perhaps I should just reap the company of its knowledge and trainings, and ensure that I use this opportunity to enrich myself. Some might not be here long, but for some others, you’d realize that the package will reward you long term. They are making it up in other ways, ie. Salary progression increment which has doubled, new allowance package and revision to your current EPF. I had my first tantrum with the company on Thursday, but I soon settled off. Some say that I went back against what I believe so much, and decided to accept. But my answer is I do not want to be on the losing end.
Yes, I will accept. But at the same time, I’ll try harder into making the management listens. If I succumb to rejecting the offer, I might just not get anything. And dear friends, 16th September political uncertainty is something to ponder.
Anonymous?
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Peace Not War
What makes human think that they are superior? What has mankind do that they could be proud off?
Remember Hiroshima & Nagasaki – the mass massacre of more than 150’000 Japanese civilian and US prisoners of war, and injuring tens of thousand more? Imagine what the pilot must have felt the moment he agreed to take up the task of dropping Little Boy Bomb on the U.S. B-29 Enola Gay on August 6, 1945, which explodes with the force of 15kilotons of explosive AND three days later in Nagasaki, the Fatman bomb dropped by the U.S. B-29 Bock’s Car exploding with the force of 22 kilotons explosive. What then would be running through the pilot’s head when the nuclear weapon actually hit the ground?
You can see remain of dead bodies and shattered buildings within a mile. The survivors waited for death as emergency services were minimal. Cremation fires were burning day and night. This my friend, was THE merciless killings that had change the course of World War II.
At one time, Malaysia under the leadership of then Datuk Seri Dr Mahathir Mohamad has reach-far in promoting peace and harmony.
Bosnia Herzegovina was a good example. The Muslims, Croats, and Serbs were racially indistinguishable, except perhaps for their religious belief. When Serbs and Croats partition the country among themselves through ruthless ethnic cleansing in particular the genocide of Muslims, it shattered the world.
Remember the Summer of 1994 in Srebrenica, a town in Western Bosnia Herzegovina where 8’000 Bosnian Muslim were murdered in a football field under the watchful eyes of the Peacekeepers (UNPROFOR)? After the United Nations peacekeepers withdrew their fleet, Malaysian troops (more than 10’000 in total) were the only one who has chosen to remain as garrison, and this are all done at our own expense. Tun Mahathir, enraged towards what was happening, went further than anyone in the matter. In the end, it just needed the push from the most powerful country in the world to put an end to it - when President Clinton finally made a stand and decided on taking some drastic measurement.
But the ‘powers that be’ may not be all that great. Iraq is a good example of how sometimes power and money can become the strongest motivating factor. After spending more than USD500 Bil (and USD3 Trillion long term) and losing more than 3,900 American coalition personnel, some say the US authorities are now moving in as parasites - reaping the oil benefit from the country. Iraqi civilians killed ranges from 81,532 to 1,120,000 where 70% do not have access to clean water, 80% without sanitation and 90% of Iraqi’s 180 hospital lacks the basic medical and surgical supplies. Whether the lives lost equate the Million of Barrels of oil gain, you be the judge of that. 79% of the Iraqi has already voted to oppose the presence of Coalition, and 64% American oppose the war in Iraq. But, did anyone cares to listen?
America has not been all that successful in winning their wars. Probably they still have not recovered from the deep cut of losing the Vietnam war.
Well, the deep cut of living years in oppression and detest towards the Western was the main reason that pushes Osama bin Laden to plan the perfect revenge on the America’s World Trade Centre Towers on September 11 killing 2,752 people. It may have well resulted in the invasion of Afghanistan, but it clearly shows that revenge will come your way at one point or another. And when it does, it is an option of whether you can fight back, or exemplify Japan during Hiroshima, where they picked up the pieces and recover. If the United States can plan the perfect war on Hiroshima & Nagasaki, why do they stumble when they are given back the taste of their own medicine? Isn’t there such belief as karma – what you give, you get back in return?
At this point in time, Malaysia is going to war amongst ourselves. Political drift have causes the people to forget the very reason that independence was achieved. Somehow, you’d see that sons and father argue about their belief, and husband and wife separated due to clashes in opinion.
We should consider ourselves fortunate that our democratic voices are being heard of, and that our kids ie Tan Hong Ming (from the PETRONAS TV commercial) do not know the meaning of races. Don’t let the fate of 13 May become another nightmare streak that may be repeated. Do not let this happen! Treat others the way we want to be treated. It is time to turn away from even the mini-war that we have amongst each other and unite towards making a better future.
So, turn to the person right next to you, and give a friendly shake. Be reminded to thank your friend and yourself for the wonderful country of Malaysia.
So, what happen in the past define us. We will not be able to go back in the hope of trying to change the past, but then rest assured that the course of the future is still something that we can steer. What happens now may be the present that we have chosen. But the future of tomorrow is still very uncertain. So, be cautious when making decision! Peace, and out.
Note: Again another Toastmaster Speech. Speech #7 from the Manual. Peace and out.
Monday, September 01, 2008
The SuperModel Me
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What do you need to become a great supermodel?
Height? Look? That certain poise? And the list that never ends.
I had my first modeling encounter when I was in Form 4 when I was spotted by a Talent Scout while making the normal window shopping round in Sungei Wang. I was with my best friend at the time, when came this girl who approached me and gave me a card.
A week later, I was already in a boarding school in Jasin. When I made the normal routine call back home every week, my sister mentioned to me that someone from the Agency called. It struck me. Were these people serious? Would this be my ticket out from the boarding school that I hated so much, at that time? I nearly made the decision about skipping school and pursue what could be a different path than now. I thought that as my sister was already doing some part-time modeling, so probably it runs in the family.
Well, that was 10 years ago minus the pimple and fat acid. I have definitely evolved since then.
When Tyra Banks came out with ‘America's Next Top Model’, it was definitely any girl’s favorite show. Everyone wants to be best friend of Gisele Bunchen, Naomi Campbell and Tyra Moss. They want to look, dress and be like a model. Sorry boys, but just bear with me for the sake of your wife/girlfriend.
You know how some ladies are we term as plastic? Ladies, at times, we are drawn to the kind of lavish lifestyle of Beverly Hills, or OC. Some talk with a made-accent when they are just plain ‘Mek Yah’ from Bachok, Kelantan. At some point in time, everyone is trying hard to be the Mat Saleh celup.
The basic rule is, to dress to impress, the walk that people will talk, and definitely to have the look that kills.
Ladies best friend are their 4-inch high heels that kills their feet. Learn to stand like a supermodel by practicing your posture. This means that you pull your shoulders back and create the illusion that you’re leaning back a little, rather than hunching forward. This obviously, I fail rather badly.
How do you walk? Train yourself to keep your weight balanced. Put one foot in front of the other (literally) and walk such that your footprints should form a single line. This is what most acrobat would do well. And don’t take big steps as you will look ungraceful, and you do not want to have the ‘FALL’ing experience in front of a crowd. Trust me, it is not all that fun. Been there, done that. You just have to remember to recover gracefully as if nothing has ever happen.
Face expression is a critical element in modeling. Have you watch the show Zoolander, played by Ben Stiller and Owen Wilson. Two dumb witted characters who would come out with various patented look. There are various impressions such as the sultry stare, the creepy stare or even the trying-too-hard stare.
To be successful, you must develop your own signature walk. Inject some personality into it, and grace your audience as if you are the legendary diva. Move your body swiftly, Remember to experiment, as practice makes you perfect.
If you can’t do any of the followings, you can just dress like one. The Gucci dress, Prada shoe, and scarf from Hermes makes you feel like you are worth a Million Dollar!
But I do secretly fancy having my face printed a thousand times. And yes, I do have my famous moment when my face was used for our various brochures in some of the program organized by PETRONAS and montages produced in-house. I didn’t get people asking for my autograph sadly, but I am happy to lead the kind of life I have now.
I am proud to be handing out business card with an Engineer title at the back, one which I only recently acquire 3 months ago when I changed to a new job. I would rather have people wondering about what I do, rather than having my face plastered all over the tabloid over some scandal which I would probably have asked the papers to put up in order to publicize my career.
So, be happy with what you have, and I’m sure that things would work out for you in one way or another. Sometimes, when you secretly want something badly, it will eventually work out for you. Fingers crossed!