Oh.. Kahwin Lagi?

So Pak Lah and Jeanne got married. Me and dd were in Putrajaya, and decided to stalk the wedding. We drove up to Kompleks Seri Perdana, but got nowhere near the action.

Weird thing why everyone chosen yesterday as THE day to tie the knot. I had three invitations, all in Kelana Jaya, Cheras and Kedah respectively. dd got another two in Putrajaya and Tabung Haji. We ended going to the one in Kelana Jaya, Putrajaya and Tabung Haji. Berkenduri dengan jayanya as some might say.

Everyone with their perfect ending. Isn’t life great this way.

So, talking about marriage… I was thinking that maybe 20.08.2008 is a good time to get married. But, yeah, it’s too soon. So I guess 20.10.2010 is a great timing as well. Haha. At least I’ll be 27 then.. matured and ready to get married. No rush… Boo!

Oleng & Hariz... Congrats guys

So, this very good friend of mine dah kahwin over the weekend. It was such a long journey to Kluang, which i really underestimated. I thought 2.5 hours sampaila. Actually, it's more of a 4 hours drive there.
Dahla Seremban jam gila cause apparently ada trailler yang terbalik. Fuhh.. Luckily i decided to ask Kimi whether bley join diorang drive down to Kluang. Kimi yang cuak kena gossip with me (ehem orang dah ada commitment) decided to ajak Wira to join me in the car.
But it was fun. At least like Wira said, dapat kenal kakak angkat sorang... ops... Hello.. I am not that old ok. Oleng pun kahwin ngan your friend, even with the two years age gap.

Anyway, i had lots of fun. And people keep bugging me with the lame question of "bila your turn?" I cakap.."Pakcik/makcik (in that context) doa2kan la untuk saya", or bila malas gila I will say, "Insya Allah next year".. Muahahahhaha...

So one friend got married! Congrats girl! Muah

Gambar pada malam pernikahan. Oleng memang nampak ayu sangat malam tu.. Bestnya kahwin. Memang berseri2.

Inilah saat2 mendebarkan semasa Oleng ditanya Pak Kadi.. Nak kahwin dengan Hariz tak. Haha.. Camne kalau dia cakap taknak. Takke skandal namanya. Then nak sign tu, mesti terketar gak. Seumur hidup ni. First time tengok sign depan mata.
Ahh.. Comelnya. Memang gambar paling best sekali..

Inilah kami.. Serius bidan terjun.. Tak tau plak malam tu kena jadi pengapit.. so memang tak sedondon. And Oleng & Hariz pakai baju merah kuning lambang kebanggan Selangor. Hahahaha..

Me and Kimi... the pengapit. Apa la Kimi.. tak sedondon langsung.. Hahaha.. Takpe, kira still matching la tu.. Hey, congrats la. Kata nak bertunang bulan 7 nanti. Cis.. Lagi awal dari aku..

Kami2 semua selepas makan dengan kenyangnya... From left Fahrin, Nizman, Faiz, Kimi, Wira, Hilman, Suhana and Hatta (sitting). Oh kali ini me and Kimi sedondon. Tapi tak nak amik sebelah2, takut kena gossip :p

The team and I with the pengantin.. I miss those guys. Hahaha

Me and Oleng just before I left for Kuala Lumpur. Sangat yuppies.

Anyway, the drive to home took about 7 hours. We left at 5pm, and i arrived home at about 11.30 pm. Penat gila. Apparently KL banjir.

This was a good road trip. The guys were funny (we had lots of those cerita cinta yang will stay in the car for good). You guys rock la. Ke I memang dah jadi one of the guys. Coolness ~~

A new beginning?

If he is not meant to be, just let him go. That is exactly what I am doing right now. Trying to let go.

So, I have been quiet. I was pre-occupied with something… or someone. But, I just realized (again) that it is not meant to be. Again, I am forcing myself to let go, and focus my mind elsewhere. Exactly what I did to F. Sigh.

I guess me and love never go the same path. I hate the fact that I am such a loser. I just want, this once to fall for a normal guy. Turns out that it is not all sweet and dandy.

I feel so much a loner. Who would actually take leave from work, to spend time at home, and then scroll through their phone list out of boredom? A loser that is.

I think I need to pick up the same pace that I had back in Melbourne. I was bold. I think it may be for the apparent reason that Wan was there to lift me back whenever I feel down. And I never felt bored with him. I bug him constantly, that’s why. Haha.

I need to make myself busy again. Join Puteri UMNO or whatever. Or start actively blogging again, maybe about current issues. Or join up a club/society and make myself visible. Don’t let guys control me. Hey, I used to be on top of my game.

Early this year, I had 19 things I want to do this year. Let’s go through that list.

1.Date someone famous – Haha. You wish.
2.I’ve already got 1, maybe 2 more to go. What? Well, secret.
3.I didn’t fall in love. But, I did fall for someone
4.Valentine – yeah. Did that. With that special someone? Sorta…
5.Bali – coming2.
6.Mt Kinabalu – Maybe end of this year. Probably..
7.US – money management issue. Tunggu bonus
8.Clear of credit card – 1 credit card cleared. Tapi terguna tadi. Tunggu bonus
9.First investment – unlikely. Sigh
10.Register a business – maybe I should have put a thought on it
11.yada yada yada
12.errk.. tennis competition? Ma-il…. Coach sir… where are you?
13.jogging weekly. Darn… will do!
14.45kg.. I am overweight. Since this is the target, will strive harder
15.I haven’t got any flowers this year. Prince charming tiada. Secret admirer pun tiada. Bosan kan hidupku.
16.learn mandarin – dulu nak impress a guy. Now, tiada lagi. But I am learning Russian. Can we just swap.
17.Part time job – did something early this year. And got paid some more. Hahaha..
18.XD – ala,.. will put that on my calendar
19.change signature cause my signature tak ong. Need to create a new one.

Woo.. I need to plan my life la. Now I realize that there are a long of things that I haven’t done. Tu la… Busy on some other things. Ok Suhana, you’ve got more things in life to discover. Stop thinking about that other thing ok. Be strong. I support YOU!